Wednesday, March 16, 2005

wonderful night

Feeling: relaxed
Playing: Get the party started by Pink on winamp
Location: Home

wah... zhen shuang (very comfortable). after my mask and shower. in the aircon room with my lavendar oil burning. arhhh.....

list of projects

1. IADT project - by monday
2. FYP presentation - by monday
3. FYP report - by friday
4. TNP report - by friday
5. TNP presentation
6. BCOM thinking skills assignment - 30 March 2005

bah.. people, i really am busy larh.. stop doubting me. sickening. irritating. hurtful. [don't even trust your own flesh and blood. sigh... disappointed.]

what have i not done to show you results? don't you think that pressurizing me will only make things worst? forcing me to do things against my will is going to make things worst. it's tested and proven that stress will make me go mad and do things that are not productive. so please... i beg you.. yes.. i am begging you... to TRUST me.

I know you care but over protection will just make life difficult to live. just like a pupa.. if you help it to come out of its shell... it will not grow into a beautiful butterfly.. don't you understand? I am not asking you not to care but just TRUST me more. Learn to let go.. hold on too tight to your kite, your kite's string will snap.

people.. i will talk when my projects and exam is over. understand ke yi ma?

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