Saturday, July 02, 2005

fall to pieces

Feeling: alone
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP

**Warning!! Cheerless desparing long entry ahead**



I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.

Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.

Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything... Everything.

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
And I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you, 'cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you.


tuning in to the radio is part of me.
music fills my soul.
and i, truly love music.
i find comfort in the lyrics of the song
which in turn makes me expressive and feel better.

*smiles*

woke up today and felt really tired
am i tired physically
or
am i too mentally tired to face the new day?

i wonder...

tho i feel much more relieved
there's still this unease-weird-yearning-craving-exhausted feeling...
as if something wants to come out of me

'giving up' comes across my mind
but
staying strong to fight on
has already been implanted in me

i guess the only solution to all my miseries
is to wait.
practise patience.
slow and steady wins the race.
i will win.
i will be happy again.

in the meantime
i will work hard to achieve my goals...

Goal#1 - Tanjong Rhu House
Goal#2 - BMW Car
Goal#3 - Be happy, contented & healthy

Yes.. i will. *encourages* jia you Sharon...

posted by JL @ 1:33 PM

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