living the world of hers; contradictions

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Feeling: moody
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: Home

*the paragraph below can be ignored*

the time is 4.36am on a Sunday morning. wth am i doing here instead of being in my bed? answer: i don't know. my bio clock is screwed. i feel too tired to sleep. :/ feeling damn uncomfortable now. the insecure feelings are coming back to me as if light is travelling thru space. mixed up and anger fills me. i seem to hate every little thing i do. i find no interest in anything at all. and bloody lao sai hell, my final paper is coming next monday. i have been getting this i-want-to-throw-myself-away feeling for the past week or so. feeling bloody terrible. no mood to talk, to walk, to eat, to do anything. life isn't in me. death is tho. so dead. wah lau.. think kids see me also will run away. i am not adorable anymore!!!! argh!

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out with YY on 9 Sept 2005


Oh yeh! i remembered. it's called, Magarita. i think. hehehe.. yummy drink. but very sweet.


see my rosy cheeks? wahahaha... the effect of alcohol. nice larh. i likeeyyy..


after our drinks, we headed to the bay and go see sea. *laughs*


then i got hungry. so we went to the hawker centre at Esplande's open space. i have Huat Huat BBQ chicken wings. wah lau eh! Bagus! i want to eat now!


that's YY. i insisted on this shot.


this is yours truly...


this belongs to YY. $205. gones. just like tat.

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Keith's 21st Bday


Birthday boy and just me.


my... erm.. friend larh. Sgt Yeo!

posted by JL @ 4:36 AM