living the world of hers; contradictions

i am moody

Feeling: moody
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP

I AM MOODY! becos..

... my radio died on me. now i have to resort to my HP's radio function but my phone will soon die on me toO.. argh. this is irritating.

... my mom won't stop nagging at me for the last few days and it's getting on my nerves. argh. i am turning twenty-one in another eight months can.

what's she nagging about?

the usual. like; me not bathing earlier, me not sleeping earlier, me not doing this and that. I understand that there's a high level of concern but has it ever occurred to you that over concern might just suffocate people and the person in turn turns super duper moody (like me now) and can cause depression (not that i am going in one but i might if she continues treating me like a five year old kid). argh. i am too tired to think about such stuff, it's making me so want to blow.

... i am tired. it's not that i don't want to sleep early. but i can't get to sleep. and when i do sleep early, i end up tossing and turning in bed. so what's the point? (argh.. i so want to get those sleeping pills)

... i am a cancerian. i am born moody. so shut up. and if i don't talk or reply your sms-es. it's simply becos i am moody. so leave me alone. before i snap and bite you.

... people around me are emiting moody or angry or sad aura. it's true. no lie. or am i the one causing this negative aura. (look at me.. do i make sense?!)

... my dateline is coming again. work is killing me (but i still love my job).



the bottom line.

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I am just sick and tired of everything around me. i want a break. and so... YY and i are going for shopping again on Sunday.

But i really seriously honestly want to go somewhere where noone can get me and just bum. *bums*

Maybe a Ipod Nano would cheer me up.. Anyone? *grins*

posted by JL @ 10:21 AM