living the world of hers; contradictions

i still loathe iadt

Feeling: disgusted
Playing: 98.7FM, Daughters by John Mayor
Location: Home

argh. studied till 4am last night. and tot to myself, i will wake up at 10am to study. bah. i was too tired and forgot to set my alarm to 10.30am when it rang at 10am. i ended up sleeping till 11am. i am such a pig! argh.

just started studying again. and i wonder, why am i studying so hard? argh.. why does the school make us study programming like we have to be programmers in our future?! on the other hand, it's always good to be jack of all trades. still.... argh. i never will like programming and i am sure plenty of people will share the same sentimentals as i do. right jacob?! lol.

Answer please...... or do you know what tis means?! eek! spent a whole lot of time searching for answers and found out that this is only an "if-else" statement. bah... if (i>j) is true then answer is i / 2 else it's i % 2. where i / 2 = 1 / 2 and i % 2 = 1 modules 2 which means the remainder of 1 divide by 2 and the answer is 1.

and for all you know.. this idiotic question won't appear in my papers today. there are so many things that will come out. why is the school doing this to us? In other schools they do programming (java) in 2 years or maybe 3 but in SP, SEEE, we do it in ONE semester!? eh.. tell me what's the rational behind all these? please.. someone? anyone?

ha. since i am taking IADT for the second time, it seems somewhat familiar yet not. i doubt i will be able to score high but i will be contented with just a 'C'. I just need to pass if not i will be kicked out of school and if they let me in again, i will have to take tis module for the 3rd time! it's nightmare!!! (which i get every night. just got one last night again.)

is that enough of bitching about IADT? oh yar, to make matters worst... I am very fate-ful with my ex-lecturer... CHOO YEW BENG! argh.. the guy who failed me?! I saw him yesterday at Bishan. I always see him. At Clementi when i go swimming, at Westmall when i finished driving.. eek! and he seemed so "close" to me. I will never forget him. gosh.. anyone has a remedy for "get-someone-out-of-your-system" detox program?! there are a few ppl whom i want to forget forever.

posted by JL @ 12:27 PM