living the world of hers; contradictions

i used to think that...

Feeling: down-er
Playing: power98
Location: tsp

i forgot what i used to think... the moment i open this page, all the arrows started to befall on me. how sweet.

all i know now is that i am exhuasted. or wait... am i being lazy? it's such a thin line. i can't draw which is what and what is which.

where am i heading to again?


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and er... how come he never ask me "what's wrong" when i call him so urgently?

nvrmind. it's just me, myself and i. i am being too needy. sigh.



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and and.... why am i always missed out on important emails? then my manager thinks that i am not taking action when i receive no such emails? *humphf*

give me so much work to do yet i don't get informed of any changes? then question me. sigh.

heng. he apologised.

(i am just pissed off and i do not want to vent it on anyone, so let me vent it here)

then then the other day, customer scold me. FOR NUTS~!

again.. heng. he called the next day to apologised. if not, i don't think i can continue working here man.



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aaron came to pick me up for lunch. yum. yoshinoya at harbour front. this short meet kinda injected some joy back into my life.

too bad. aaron is leaving on the 19th back to states for his studies. sigh. one friend less to meet, a whole lot of fun lesser too.

thank you aaron.



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i am exhuasted. i caught myself staring at the computer screen too many a times. i just lost myself half way through my work. scary. it's another 20 min before i can leave. i am so looking forward to home.

posted by JL @ 10:18 AM