living the world of hers; contradictions

I finally cried for him...

Feeling: hurt
Playing: Where'd you go by Fort Minor
Location: Home

For the first time...
I cried in front of my mother becos of my break up.

I told mummy "it hurts".
She said "God will see me through. Just pray and turn to Him."

I cried even harder knowing that there's no turning back for Kris.

Mummy said again "God will send you someone. Just concentrate on your career."

Tears flowed endlessly.


I understand now... To cry is the only form of release. I can predict my sudden crying spells, so pardon me if you happen to be with me and i cry all of a sudden. Time is healing me. DEAD slowly.

posted by JL @ 5:27 PM