living the world of hers; contradictions

i wished i knew

Feeling: a little sick
Playing: Power 98
Location: TSP

i really shouldn't be blogging now. then again, it's lunch time. keke...

alrighty...

i know i haven't been feeling smiley lately
it's kinda hard to feel happy when i feel all worked-out
making me feel sick
i wonder how much longer can i grind through this
sometimes i get this queasy feeling
it feels as though my world is falling into a small black hole
never ever to see the opening

i don't feel so strong as i use to be
i can't seem to fight as hard as i use to
i am scared
i am disappointed at how limited my abilities are to me

where's my light
where's my destination
where's my journey leading me to

i wished i knew

posted by JL @ 12:29 PM