lousy tuesday
Feeling: sad and pain on my right side of my tongue, ulcerPlaying: Channel 5. CSI
Location: Home
During my Mobile Communication Systems paper just now. 6pm-8.10pm.
*flips the pages of MOBC paper*
*stares at the black prints*
*thinking to myself,
i am dead tired.
i don't feel well.
i feel cold.
i feel feverish.
i want to go home.*
fine. i will just get over and done with and leave within an hour. so i did section A (10 MCQ), B1, B2 and that's it. my mind went blank. great. i have 2 more long questions to go. what happened? i just did what i can remember from studying the whole afternoon at the library.
7.25pm. i left the room. knowing that i have not done my best. knowing that i will not do well. i blame myself for being such a lousy student. i just hate studying Engineering!
received 3 sms on my phone. one from Eugene, one from YoonKoon (surprising, it was a forwarded msg) and one from Keith. He asked me to call him. Guess what? He was on his way to pick me up from school. *smiles*
Keith sent me back home. He is super sweet, as always. He is sick yet he still sends me home. Told him that i doubt i will be able to get even 30 marks. sigh. guess he won't really understand the feeling cos he was never a bad student. seems like we are from two different world when it comes to studying. *sigh*
he bought me dinner. walked me home. left.
i miss him so much. miss his hugs. miss him. but he's in his stupid no. 4.. can't touch him. and i was being irritating. i didn't give him a chance to hold me either. laughs.
basically, i wasn't and still am not feeling well. got tummy irritation and ulcer. feeling pretty lousy. can't seem to be a healthy little kid since young. *ponders*
well, i am not going to let this bring me down. i will go exercise. *cries* i want to go swimming!!!
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Keith: dear, are you home yet? taken dinner yet? rest early k.
posted by JL @ 9:58 PM
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