Tuesday, February 15, 2005

over the top

Feeling: over the top, suffocating
Playing: nothing
Location: home

enough is enough. i had had it. i am over the top. thermometer exploded. sick and tired. dying. i have had enough. i wished i was deaf, blind and mute.

what must i say or do so then you will listen?! you say ok. but you do another thing. you say you are not like him but you act like him. you say things that hurt me. "all the 'soon' family are the same." what do you mean?!

i only asked you to stop over doing not to don't do it. i didn't ask you to stop governing my life, i just you to do less... all these you never seem to be listening. it's all just hearing.

given a choice, i would really like to admit myself to the mental hospital. cos i can't take all these any longer. i am going mad! M.A.D. MAD!

just leave me alone. please.. let me go. i am going nuts facing the both of you everyday. tell me why shd i come back to a place where i don't feel safe any more? tell me why shd i tell you things when everything i say or do is wrong? tell me why? tell me how? tell me what? tell me..

I AM JUST GOING CRAZY. PLEASE, BOTH OF YOU!!! LEAVE ME OUT OF YOUR AFFIARS!

I am mature enough to think for myself but not mature enough to handle the politics and backstabbing that the both of you play. ARGH! *wished i could jump off the building*

*SCREAMS!*

posted by JL @ 10:15 PM

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