living the world of hers; contradictions

i am an author of my own life

Feeling: down
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp

if only i could write a book, it will go something like that....

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yups. i will hold it in. i will restrain myself. i will not give in to my nonsense and keep to my promise.

(can you hear the aching of the heart?)

"are you coming to my place for dinner?"
"i can't go, uninvited."
"but i am inviting you, then you can see him."
"it's different, Benne."

i could feel the pain and my eyes almost brimming with tears when i heard Benne packed to leave for home.


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edit:

I do not know how to continue writing my life story. i am clueless. i need to go sort my thoughts out. in the meantime, i am just down.


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YY, see larh. Life without you is just not the same anymore. Even tho you are still online with me, but there's no more human touch.

posted by JL @ 7:10 PM