living the world of hers; contradictions

me, work, school but no social life

Feeling: helpless
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp

just read yy's blog. i feel so helpless. if only i could buy a tix and fly there to meet her for a short xmas holiday, it will do both of us good.

i feel for her. she's really strong to go hongkong alone and study. tho she was born there but she left hk for sgp many many many years back. now her whole family is here is sgp while she's in hk.

hk sounds not very far, with the technology we have now, it's actually nearer than our ancestors plotted the map to be. still... i feel for her.

"me and my work."
"me and my school."
but no "me and my friends".
even relationships suffer.

sometimes, i don't even remember who i am when i look into the mirror.
it's just a reflection.
who is that girl i see?
i can't even figure out.

sigh... what have i become?



YY, cheer up kae. ta han for a while more... actually a long while more... soon you will be coming back to us. We will take this as our training so that we can fight the tough society next time when we graduate.
Take care mei nu... Don't let anyone get you down. You are a very strong girl. Study smart can le.

posted by JL @ 5:35 PM