living the world of hers; contradictions

i think...

Feeling: mad
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP

i think i need to dig a hole. hide in there. hibernate till my period starts. goddamnit. tmd. argh. it's getting way out of control. i can't control my temper anymore.

first, i snapped at nicholas for leaving the nasty msg about YY (which i feel if i am in the right state of mind, it's nth actually but now, it's not me, so i think he's the innocent party larh.). well, i feel tat it's wrong of him to say that to my frd and YY feels offended too. if he's being a gentleman, he shd either stop this nonsense or apologise for accusing her of being "un-nice" to JQ. cos both JQ and I don't see anything wrong about that sentence... quoting YY, haf u ever c mi in SP b4? don't think so rite? so u should know the ans.... unquote. yes! SP is big, but girls will always be girls and give answers which goes all around the world before coming straight to the point. isn't it, girls?

argh. i don't know larh! it's getting me really badly. please!! i wanna go into hibernation mode NOW!

second, i snapped at mummy who called my office's direct line. (yes. i have a DDI now.) i don't understand why she must call my DDI. My mobile is free in coming too wad..... MOM! why?! my office number is meant for work.

argh. i don't know why am i snapping and fuming mad! i can't explain. but it's just killing the hell out of me.

third, my stomach is spoilt. really spoilt. wah lau. take it out of me please someone. it's i-can't-find-a-word-to-express-but-this-tmd (pardon me. sorry for being crude. but...) uncomfortable and irritating! *screams* i feel hungry yet full. feels like the acid juices are eating up the walls of my stomach.

argh. how can?! stop it larh. freaking uncomfortable. you want to kill me internally issit?! stomach O stomach... let me off please. i said PLEASE. *stares*

tsk. tsk.. tsk... tsssssskkkkk.... i hate myself during this time of the month. if any innocent party got involved with my unforseen, unpredictable and unacceptable moodswing. I apologised deeply from my heart. i don't mean any harm or anything. I just can't control.

*wonders* is it becos i stopped eating Evening Primrose?

posted by JL @ 5:18 PM