goodnight sunday
This is Mummy. Mummy is doing her stuff on her computer while i stole some time to take this picture. I actually had to ask her to smile for me. haha.. goodnight Sunday.
Sharon and Mummy
finally! monday is coming
Keith is here with me now. haha.. made him take this picture while he was doing something on my computer..
Sharon and Keith
still it is still sunday
Feeling: hyper
Playing: Nothing
Location: Home
I made 3 bowls of Lemon Jelly just now. I was craving for it the past few days, so i bought 2 packets of mix and tried making it myself after dinner. I remember making them when i was younger with my mom. haha..
Jelly with milk
it is still sunday
Feeling: bored & happy
Playing: 98.7FM, Welcome to my life by Simple Plan
Location: still home
had a sudden rush of ideas to blog. i hope i can get it all out. here goes...
this was what i brought for Michelle. I think it's going to be a little big for her now but it's really pretty, so i got it! Front top reads: I love Mummy! Front bottom reads: Little Princess. Back reads: and Daddy too... sweet right?
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i just called mummy. she's at grand's place. so i will have to settle dinner myself.
Sharon: mummy, what time are you coming back? Then dinner how?
Mom: I am at woodlands. Are you hungry already?
S: I want to buy stuff.
M: Oh.. then you go out to eat yourself and come back early.
S: Orh.. ok.
M: hangs up without saying bye bye.
Mummy always do this to me (hang up without saying bye) and we usually don't answer each other questions. it's hilrious hearing our conversations and when we quarrel. cos we would both end up laughing. very silly.
So i called Keith who will be coming over later. (He's at the Zoo with his gang, jx, jo, js, zy) He told me he would only be here at 7pm the earliest. *looks at time.. 5.20pm*
Conclusion: go bathe. study for a while. go Jurong point and get my stuff.
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i hope noone will kill me for spending so much time on my blog today. just felt that i haven't completed something when i wanted to do so much on my blog. now that it is settled. I am SATISFIED. *happy* and i am feeling hungry..
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woke up at 9am. bathed and hurried out of the house to church. i met keith at clementi first. while waiting in queue for 96, i was cramping again. ouch. hurts. oh well, i got to church in time and managed to go through mass peacefully. anyway, i got a picture of the church that i go to.. It's called Church of the Holy Cross.
450 Clementi Avenue 1 Singapore 129955
went for lunch at one of clementi's coffeeshop, (Teck Hin). I had fish porridge. Keith said i can only eat that cos i am "sick". grr.. :/ well, i only finished the bowl after 30 minutes. in the meantime,
(conversation in Mandarin)
S: so do you think you dote me?
K: do you think that i dote you?
S: do you think that you dote me enough then?
K: there's room for improvement.
S: laughs.
I think it's funnier spoken in Mandarin. after that, he sent me to the 99 berth while he takes off to the Zoo. *raises brows* And upon reaching home, i have been at the computer till now. ha! I am so dead. I got 2 more papers to go. Tuesday, 6pm: Mobile Communication. Friday, 9am: Ethics and Law of IT. and it's the end. Results release on 24th nov. ok. that is fast. *prays* i hope i will get B's and C's and only 1 D for IADT.
ok. rain stopped. can go bathe already. heee... i am delaying and delaying.
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Keith: *smiles* don't scold me. hee.. love you. =Þ
it is sunday
Feeling: fine with a little cramp
Playing: 98.7FM, I don't wanna know/ You should really know (p10) by Mario Winans & The Pirates
Location: Home alone
Ha~ this picture was taken on 17th Oct. I was really bored. So i put Pepper (a male dog btw) into my pillow case and then hang my door hanger on his paw. laughs! he looks adorable. I love him so much. 爱 死 它 了.
it reads "I am the PRINCESS, that's why."
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I spent the last three hours doing the bloggy up. I managed to find a site to host my pictures and background music. I actually found 2 sites. one is provided by blogspot itself and the other is
www.ripway.com , which allows me to store up to 30MB worth of stuff. so you can expect more pictures from me and music. stay tune. *gryns* I hope my bloggy is entertaining enough. laughs.
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Nokia 6260
Me: How much is a N6260 without line?
Salesman: $750
Me: jaw drops. Thank you.
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Thomas: I changed my bloggy address cos it was supposed to be metal not meNtal. sorry. you got to change my link again.
Eugene: haha. i know. i am silly. metalbracelet not mentalbracelet.
Keith: thanks arh. make me malu. but you know what i love you still the same. i will be a good girl and be more obedient. really.. *fingers crossed*
day's activities
Feeling: pain & itchy
Playing: 98.7FM, My Prerogative by Britney Spears
Location: Home
*faints* the cramp is killing me. i am sitting so still in my chair and i don't feel like moving an inch. argh. why must girls go thru this every month? just in case you peeps don't know what is it, i will help you understand what is PMS (Premenstrual syndrome). Guys it's good to know. hee.. *searching for tat piece of info*
Women who have premenstrual syndrome (PMS) experience a variety of physical and emotional symptoms that occur each month from 2 to 14 days before their menstrual cycle. The symptoms usually disappear once the cycle begins. PMS may begin at any age and ends after menopause. Approximately 75 percent of women experience PMS to some degree, with 20 to 50 percent finding that symptoms disrupt their daily activities, and 3 to 5 percent becoming incapacitated.
Signs and Symptoms
• Abnormal bloating and weight gain
• Breast swelling, tenderness
• Mood swings
• Depression and anxiety
• Skin disorders
• Changes in appetite, food cravings
• Changes in interest in sex
• Headaches, backaches, cramps
• Inability to concentrate, loss of interest in usual activities, confusion
erm.. but PMS is not menstruation aka period aka menses. it's a totally two different thing. I have plenty of guy friends asking me this question over and over again. Gosh.. didn't their primary schools and secondary schools teach them~? :/ And when menstruation comes, it's not the end. i usually get bad bad cramps from my tummy down. BUT i heard that stretching will help. so i must be more discipline and do some stretching and sit ups. haha! must remember my goal.. more obedient tummy. *giggles*
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I woke up this morning and went to the 11am Novena Devotion with my parents at Novena church in Novena. after novena i met Angeline, my God-sis aka my God-daughter's mother. saw Michelle (4 mth plus old God-daughter) and Mark (her 3 yr old brother). Chatted for a while then headed to Novena Square for lunch with the whole family.
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After lunch at Novena Square's Ichiban Japanese Restaurant, I went to meet Keith. We went to watch "Door on the floor" at ShawHouse Lido. Then headed for the BBQ at NUS. It was organised by his good friend, WY. it was simple but i guess all of us enjoyed ourselves.
top: JX, Sherri, WY, Sheryl, Sharon, Keith
productive afternoon [Happy Birthdays]
Feeling: hungry
Playing: channel 5, American funniest Home Video & 98.7FM, advertisments
Location: home
today, i downloaded a few songs.
today, i cleaned my table. today, i missed my darling.
today, i played with Pepper.
today, i talked to Thomas. Yay!
today, i talked to Eugene. Gambateh!
today, i talked to someone new, Michelle.
today, i bathed without anyone nagging. actually i have been doing this for a few days already. see.. i can take care of myself! I can! I can! I can!!!
today, i arranged my hair clips onto a cupboard.
today, i told my darling, "I love you". haha.. he hasn't heard that from me for a long long time. hee.. cos i was just being naughty.
today, i wrote 2 testimonials for my 2 friends whose bday is today~ haha..
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Daddy: Happy 59th Birthday Daddy! *muacks*
Royston: Happy 19th Birthday! you are old!
Melissa: Happy 23rd Birthday! I miss you! you are getting younger. =Þ
future at stake
(Part 1)
Feeling: a little moody & i feel like crying cos it's going to rain?
Playing: 98.7FM, talking DJ Otelli Edwards
Location: home
I am
ONE: looking at what options i have after i graduate from poly. SMU seems out of the question with my lousy poly grades that i have obtained so far.. 2As, 14Bs, 7Cs, 2Ds. (a little shocked. I tot i had more Cs. rather amazed. wow! i feel better already.) but but.. i got 2 Ds!
*mood changes*
fine. i will continue to take my SAT on 4th Dec. then i will see if i can get a place in SMU. If not, i will just go to UWA in Singapore like my brother. At least it's recongised an it's a degree. *eyes open wide* Laughs at myself. silly me. being worried for the past few days for nothing. I will just continue to study hard for the rest of my papers.
(Part 2)
Feeling: happier and lighter
Playing: 98.7FM, something about you by five for fighting
Location: home
Ha! i feel so darn silly. really.. i was just thinking for the past few days that i will never be able to make it to do a degree cos everyone in my family thinks so except Keith. mom doubts me and passes sarcastic remarks. dad says he's happy if i can pass my dipolma and kor told me SMU doesn't even accept his friend who was in the top 5% in his cohort. But after counting the grades i have so far.. i am not so bad after all what. hor hor~ Yiiipiiee! now. i have to clean my room. the mess is terrible. dust everywhere. then i will study. hee. i will be back to blog.
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Eugene: thanks kOr!
Thomas: yiipieeee! haha.
Keith: *kiss kiss*
neglected
Feeling: neglected
Playing: Liang Jing Ru
Location: home
W.E.I.R.D. weird. I feel neglected by Keith. so weird. I should be happy that he is spending time with his friends. and he tresures his friendships. but i just feel weird. a little neglected. maybe it's due to the fact that my friends aren't as close as how his friends are to him. sighs. he is a lucky fellow. i wished i had a friend to turn to. i wished i had a friend like he has. just one will do. i am not greedy. just one special close girlfriend who would stick to me. used to have them but they parted from me. Nadia is far away in NYP and QQ is far away in NTU. We are all too busy with our own lives that we don't keep in contact as much. This is sad. I have plenty of good friends. Guys i might add. but i want a female company. any girl out there hearing my need? And i don't mean bimbos. Fine. i admit. I am choosy when it comes to female friends. No bitches, no bimbos, no smart arse, no punkish hip hop.. just Nadia and QQ will do. I am just tired of changing my best friends whenever i enter a new school. or a new environment. oh well... i will go back to my IADT. it'll be the last. I will never see it after tommorrow 11.10am. *nods nods*
last antibiotic pill
Feeling: happy & refreshed
Playing: perfect 10, 98.7FM; The Reason by Hoobastank
Location: 10am and i am still at home, Angel is so gonna kill me
Yay! Today is the last day of my antibiotic (Ospexin 250mg) consumption. no more yucky taste. which means i am going to recover after the last pill at 4pm. *jumps* come on people.. let's party! play that music and dance! *shakes and dances*
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The weather looks treatening. like it's going to rain. *boom boom flash flash* ok. it's 10.10am now. I will leave for Angel's house at 11am. in the meantime. i will try to input pictures into my blog.
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forgot to mention that Keith brought me some fieldcamp food. forgot the term used. but it's so precious that i don't think i want to open them to eat it. besides, it's vacuumed. can you imagine it? maybe you guys who have tried it can but me? o.O
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i better get the picture thingie started. and pray for me please.. i got IAD paper tmr.
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Eugene: I really am happy now. serious! :Þ
Keith: I am not sharing anything about mommy. so i don't think she can stop me. even if she wants to, i will just close it. it's no big deal to me anyway. just have to tolerate for few more years.
blogging again
Feeling : nothing expect that irritation in my stomach
Playing : Liang Jing Ru's songs on my computer
Location: where else but home on a Tuesday night
here goes...
1. i feel guilty for not going to church. i won't be as guilty if i were studying now but it's IAD (Internet Application Development) aka freaking programming.
2. i feel a need to blog. gosh.. taking this blog away from me is like taking part of my life away. life hasn't been the same ever since i closed my blog. this time.. please. don't let mummy find out. gosh. she's is "good". she even has Ann's (nic's gf) blog address and Kenny Leong's (church/ sec sch senior) blog address. she kind of spilled the beans to me yesterday on how she got the addresses. which gives me a clue on how she managed to find my new address the last time.
3. my third year, semester one, end of year exams started today at 9am. when i took my Higher Mathematics paper. Yay! which means it's 10 days more to my last paper. a brief calculation of 240 hours. 14400 minutes. 864000 seconds to the end of my SEMESTER ONE! *self-motivation* laughs. can't wait. can't wait. can't wait! oh how i hate my course. my coursemates are starting to see which directions they can head after graduation. and sadly. we can't find much alternatives except being a lab technician. we are neither specialise in Engg nor IT. and to make US feel better, the current year ones are studying better modules than us. appearing to be more useful. sigh. wrong move sharon. *shakes* what's passed had pass. I will be looking forward to SMU.
4. i promise u that i will be more optimistic now k. life isn't easy. i am struggling to be back on my confident self. that cheery and laughing sharon. it's kind of hard after what i have been going thru. i have the urge to 'vomit' all the irritation i feel towards certain people on this blog but it's personal. if it's something that i have learnt, tat's to keep such stuff to myself. and really, it's making me rather quiet. that's not really my normal self.
5. i am going to my angel's house to study tommorrow morning till nine at night. i hate IAD so i am going to study it hard and pass it, so that i don't have to do it again. and waste another $1k on my school fees. ha!
6. i am waiting for Keith to reach home. or to at least give me a sms. He totally surprised me and melted my heart. laughs. i was watching simpsons when he suddenly called like 4 times on my HP and once at home but i picked up neither times. LAUGHS! sorry darling. too lazy to pick up the phone and my HP was in the room. when i returned his call, he asked me to open the door. haha. was giggling and jumping around. but his presence doesn't affect me watching my long awaited favourite tv programme. "Bewitched" a very old sitcom. only on cable channel 17. can you imagine i sat in front of the tv since 5pm to wait for a program which will only be aired at 6.30pm. well.. i got to enjoy "what i like about you", "Amercians Funniest Home Video", "Simpsons" and finally.. "Bewitched". Then it was 7pm. when i finally paid some attention to Keith. HAHA!
been so long since i felt so light hearted and freed. peaceful. and this worries me. cos i dunno when will this feeling be taken away from me. whenever i get this feeling, i feel all frightened at the same time. not knowing when i would lose it. that's why i must treasure such a feeling. rights? nods nods. in another 23 mins, it will be Kenny Leong's 21st birthday. Happy Birthday! (althought i know he's not going to see this. but i hope that he will be successful in life.)
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Thomas: u seem to be having fun in camp. laughs. u still owe me a date. remember? i am craving for egg tarts. and it's all ur fault! take care k. *hugs*
Eugene: don't worry. i won't do anything silly. God forbids. His angels will stop me. Have Faith right? I do hope you get well soon.
Keith: I love you. thanks for being so patient with me.
