a trip to grand's place
Feeling: lala
Playing: Donna Lewis's I could be the one
Location: Home
see what i got~! Left home at 4.30pm today for Mass at St. Anthony's church located in Woodlands. The embarrassing thing, i had tummy ache in the middle of mass. wth. my stomach so "bu zhen qi" (useless?).
anyhOo, i got some pictures to show you guys. haha.. i love taking pictures~!
this was taken around 7-ish in the evening. Nice eh.. nods nods.
i got bored in the van, and so.. i snap snap snap..
pulled my cousins and FORCED them to take a photo with me. they are so willing. they posed so prettyfully for the camera. *cheezzzzze...*
my ever so spoting Grandma. I went to her and said, "Ah ma, i want to take photo." in mandarin of cos. And she posed. lala..
my "boyfriend". Take one! *failed* His top part of the head was cut off..
Take two~! yeah! i look so sweet. wahahaha... He's my 13th year old cousin. Yea, i went to Grand's place to celebrate his birthday. which was yesterday.
And the final take before they leave.... I love my cousins. Jingjia is the youngest there at that time, 12. Next in line, Dejing; 13. and of cos, Joyce; 16. All grown up and beautiful. She insisted that she's taller than me. Gawdd... Joyce, must you put me down :( kidding. It's nice to know that they are growing up well. i can't wait for them to grow older and make them go do some actitivies that we would like. Like, shooting pool? movies? hahaha...
MOM dun kill me.
friday night fun
Feeling: bored still
Playing: 98.0FM, Let me go by 3doors down
Location: Home
i am bored. after eating my self cooked maggi mee with egg and soya bean drink, after watching kids central, after posting and editing my blog thingies... i am STILL bored. I got to start studying soon. argh. *motivates* come on. study girl! repeat after me...
S T U D Y, Study.
argh. Where's Wendy? I need to ask her out to study with me on Tuesday already larh. I am not going to work on Tuesday. Heard that? I am not going to work on Tuesday! No No. I am going to go to school and stay there and STUDY! yes! i am going to do just that.. eh.. Nic, you need a studying partner? hehe..
oh yes, the main topic of this post is my Friday night's outing with
Aaron Lu. Nothing much changed in appearance but changed a whole lots inside. We used to be close, but things got busy for us. I just hope the distance won't keep us away. it's sad to see my friends leaving to study overseas, one by one, they are leaving for the States or Australia. UK anyone? hehe..
We met at Raffles City at 7.15pm. while waiting, i saw the psbb shop and can't help but look at the bag i have been eyeing for months. And so~! i got it after being convinced by the salesgirl, Kartini, that the stock comes once in a blue moon and it sells fast.
$61.95. "ka ching" that's my one day's pay kae.. sobs.. but i love the bag! it's what i have been looking for. lalalalalala...
kae kae.. and so, Aaron and i walked to Marina Square. And settled for Swensons after walking for a while. And later headed for the movies, Crash. All unplanned. Laughs. The lucky thing, Aaron drives. so i didn't have to worry about transport. hehehe..
Anyway, Aaron is going to NewYork to do Audio Engineering Deg. How cool. He's doing turn tables now. He DJ-ed in a few clubs already. *smiles* I wish him all the best. Tho i encouraged him to stay in States, i wished he would come back tho.
oh, this is a pic of aaron.
the one with the Cap. tat's him.
last week's outing with JQ
Feeling: bored
Playing: Kids Central
Location: Home
Nice shot eh.. by me. i can't help but think the shots i take are nice. *no shame*
Just the both of us. With Nic missing... Another time Nic?
Advertising for my N6260. I love my Phone~!
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Happy belated 20th birthday Peng Chern & Peng Chai![m][e][s][s][a][g][e][s]
Zhihao: Hey.. enjoy your NS life.. you seem to be enjoying it a whole lot now.
Francis: Loyal Reader~! *hugs*
grad photos but not mine
Feeling: sleepy
Playing: Pink's There you go
Location: Home
best buddies. Firdaus, Me & Junxian
My gang. left to right: Shixian, our yr 2 internet prog lectuer, Firdaus, Jeremy, Eugene, Me & Junxian
EEEC mates. left to right: Royston, Peng Chai, Kok Kheong, Me, Xiu Sheng & Hui Xian
just ah xian and i.
with Eugene the blur now.. say cheese~ *click*
it's such a happy event to see them entering the next stage in life. ask me if i feel sad? the answer is no. i have learnt to accept the things that is/ are/ was/ were/ had/ have happened in my life. Next year, i will be a Graduate of class 2006. How cool... =)) it's no biggie whether i grad this or next. The ultimate goal, i will have what i planned before i depart from this world. yeah..
pleasant surprise
Feeling: after effect of lunch
Playing: 98.0FM, You are beautiful by James Blunt
Location: TSP
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sharOn wrote:
Harlow...
hmm... i lost all my contacts after servicing my phone, so i kinda lost ur number too cos i saved it in my phone and not simcard.
okayss, tat's not the pt, the pt is.. i am dropping by to wish u a 'Happy 22nd Birthday'. erm.. tho it's 15 days more, but i am not sure when u will be reading this msg, so it's better to be eariler than later.
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to nic nic...
Happy birthday to you...
take care.
rgds,
sharon
i left my number for him, just in case he would give me a msg
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Nicholas wrote:
Hi there,
Hey thanks for the wishes. I believe your birthday just passed too? 29th June if i'm not wrong. So happy belated birthday to you!
Anyway i seldom log on to friendster. It just so happens that my email is getting spammed by friends that update their blogs so often :) So i'm here to turn em off.
Anyway you look happy and great ya? So i'm assuming everything is fine with you? Pepper has grown really big too. So take care you ya? 20yrs old already rite? 1 more to having your key. Send my regards to your parents k.
Regards,
Nic
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sharOn wrote:
Hey there..
yes it did. Thank you for the belated wishes.
i realised you seldom logged on that was why i
tried my luck cos i lost your number. anyway, i
recevied a call on the same day as your message,
i am wondering if it was you who called.
Well, looks can be deceiving. Things may appear
to be really nice and beautiful on the outside but
what is happening in the inside, it's a different
story. agree nic?
Pepper is an oversized miniture schnauzer now.
omg! so heavy larh. and he sticks to Daddy or
Mummy more than me Cos i am seldom at home. I
am either working or out playing. haha.. i am
enjoying my new found freedom. Gone thru so
much shit to get what i have now. And i am quite
satisfied with life now.
age is just a number. being 21 doesn't mean that
much. it only means that much cos i am
responsible for my own life. no more parents to
save my backside already. =p
send my regards to your mom and auntie GG too.
take cares. see you ard.
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Logged onto friendsters cos i was feeling bored from doing all these admin work. And to my surprise (i truly am. the moment i saw Nicholas's pic in my Message Inbox, my heart beat twice.), i received a msg from Him. it's like "wow". never expected a reply or anything. coincidentally, i got a call from a stranger. which was around 9-ish at night. And i received his msg at 8pm. Could it be a call from him? hmmm... and being the silly me, i sms this person just now and said..
May i know who's this? You called me a few days back.
Nic, is that you? If you are not nic, don't bother unless it's sth REAlLY important. Cheerios. Take care stranger.
kae.. how cheesy can i get? the moment i saw his name.. my mind screws up. i can't seem to piece my words properly and stuff. haha.. so excited and nervous. heh.. Well, he's someone i don't think i can forget so easily. I am trying to forget. It's a painful process but i am doing well. *smiles*
wanna take a peek at how he looks like? Here's
Nicholas friendsters' profile.
ps: in case you guys are wondering, isn't Nicholas in my school? Nopes, it's a different Nicholas. Tho both are Nicholas Lim-s but one is Nicholas Lim Kunyi (the guy mentioned in this post) and the other is
Nicholas Lim Junhong (Polymates). Ironically, their fathers are also named Francis Lim. *frowns*
ps: if you don't have friendsters' account, you can't see who they are. sorry.
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The past had past.
The present is all i care for.
The future is what i worry about.
But I let Fate take control.
And I ask for Angels to guide me through my path
as i decide where to go in life.
Who i meet is not important.
Who i keep as friends are.
Who i am with now is just part of life.
Who i marry in the future
is unknown.
Fate and Destiny
will bring me to him.
Faith and Hope
are the ones keeping me alive.
Love and Happiness
are what i need in life.
I will not be anxious to meet
the one.
Practising patience.
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What Does Sleep Do For Us?
taken from
Yahoo HealthAlthough scientists are still trying to learn exactly why people need sleep, animal studies show that
sleep is necessary for survival. For example, while rats normally live for two to three years, those deprived of REM sleep survive only about 5 weeks on average, and rats deprived of all sleep stages live only about 3 weeks. Sleep-deprived rats also develop abnormally low body temperatures and sores on their tail and paws. The sores may develop because the rats' immune systems become impaired. Some studies suggest that sleep deprivation affects the immune system in detrimental ways.
Sleep appears necessary for our nervous systems to work properly.
Too little sleep leaves us drowsy and unable to concentrate the next day. It also leads to impaired memory and physical performance and reduced ability to carry out math calculations. If sleep deprivation continues, hallucinations and mood swings may develop. Some experts believe sleep gives neurons used while we are awake a chance to shut down and repair themselves. Without sleep, neurons may become so depleted in energy or so polluted with byproducts of normal cellular activities that they begin to malfunction. Sleep also may give the brain a chance to exercise important neuronal connections that might otherwise deteriorate from lack of activity.
Deep sleep coincides with the release of growth hormone in children and young adults. Many of the body's cells also show increased production and reduced breakdown of proteins during deep sleep. Since proteins are the building blocks needed for cell growth and for repair of damage from factors like stress and ultraviolet rays, deep sleep may truly be "beauty sleep." Activity in parts of the brain that control emotions, decision-making processes, and social interactions is drastically reduced during deep sleep, suggesting that this type of sleep may help people maintain optimal emotional and social functioning while they are awake. A study in rats also showed that certain nerve-signaling patterns which the rats generated during the day were repeated during deep sleep. This pattern repetition may help encode memories and improve learning.
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scary. i need to sleep now~! ok ciaoz. i go sleep. hahahha.. kidding. i am pretty okae right now except for zits popping out, feeling slightly heaty, blurry vision, slightly aching back.. hahaha.. it's obvious that i am lack of sleep but i am like still okae. =Þ anyway, if you want to know more abt sleep related topics, click on the link above. it's very interesting.. but too wordy, so i din post it. just posted this to remind ppl who NEEDS sleep to rest more, i.e. Yours truly, me.
btw, mitch sent me an email and we were talking abt my post on '
nono for men', and she said this to me after a few mails,
I am sure you will find a nice man who'll spoil you rotten :). well it may not mean anything to you guys but it does alot to me. and i am sure mitch knows why. =) Mitch, i really hope i can find such a guy too. And same goes to you. Good lucks to us yeh! I love you Mitch! You are the greatest Godsis~ yeH!
the wonders photoeditor
okaes, while waiting for my colleagues to come in, i got bored and played ard with microsoft photoeditor for the very first time. hehe.. it works wonders. it's so fun~! see what i did to my current wallpaper.
this is the original.
sample#1
sample#2
sample#3
see.. it's really simple to do it. just click on the effects tab and start creating~ lalala.. can't wait to go home and try on other stuff. yeah! wait.. do i have it at home? hahaha.. should have hor?
btw, my N6260's flap is super loose. i need to go to NOKIA CARE!!! i need! I NEED! next week after my closing and test larh. hahahaha..
Have a nice day people. Cheerio~
it's the weekend
Feeling: stomach-achey, happy, confident
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
gOod MorNing darlings... (= So did everyone sleep well last night? If you din, having nightmares hur? my heart goes out to you, i know how that feels. I usually wake up feeling either terrified or grumpy. Laughs. it's disgusting to dream of someone coming after you, wait.. someone? mine is like alot of someone coming after me.. it must be due to stress. *i am talking nonsense now*
anyway, i met up with my classmates for a while ytd. took a few pictures. i will post it tmr? haha.. i owe my blog quite a few pic already larh. heh...
okae.. it's Friday. Enjoy the last day of work for the week. Cos the weekend will be better. lalalalalala....
Happy belated 20th birthday Zhihao.[m][e][s][s][a][g][e][s]
Mitch: loyal reader, i love you so much larh....
nono for men
Feeling: turned off
Playing: 98.0FM, Baby Bash featuring Frankie J's Obsession
Location: TSP
okae.. i can be very generous and accepting but one thing that i cannot stand is when guys SHOUT or RAISE their voices at me. It's a phobia that developed into a dislike. So whenever i hear a guy talking to me very loudly. i simply shut off or get upset. Becos it reminds me of unhappy incidents at home.
Another thing that turns me off immediately is VIOLENCE. If the guy ever hits me or attempts to, i would stay super duper far from him. No matter how angry you are, no one should lay a finger on anyone. Violence is just wrong. i am anti-violence. Even if i see the guy getting into a fight, i would do the same and stay away. my theory is, what if he gets drunk one day and hits you cos he can't control? I will never forget the ONE slap i gotten in my entire life by that particular person. It's an invisible scar, a mark left for life, a wound that will never be healed.
and one of the other NONO from a guy to me is; being un-gentleman. Don't tell me that it's equality, men and women are the same now. i dun give a shit this is dumbarse crap. ok. this is rubbish. If you as a guy think it's OK that a female holds the lift's door for you and she goes out after you, you are so wrong. CHANGE your thinking before you are left on the shelf, ok little boy? That is one of the many examples. i shall not go into detail.
As you can see, i don't have very good impression on guys now. Especially the older generation excluding most expatriates, they think it's only right that a girl(me), opens the door for them, give up my seat when i am on a public transport.. well, by all means and services and whatnotcrap, i will be happy to do so for you if you are like 60-80ish years old and have problems with walking, BUT what if! WHAT IF! you are young, healthy and strong. WTH?! i still have to do that for you? so ungentlemanly. heh....
Good afternoOn dears.
Congrats to those who have graduated today. (=
park the car
Feeling: bored
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
okae. i am nt just bored but anxious to get my layout back to normal. so i am trying to post as much as i can and make the oversized picture move down and my layout will be back. hahaha...
Use arrow keys to navigate :
Arrow up = move forward
Arrow down = reverse
Arrow left = turn left
Arrow right = turn right
now try this![m][e][s][s][a][g][e][s]
Yixin: heh.. the cross is just a point for you to aga aga look at larh.. hehehe...
advertising for Eugene
Feeling: stomach-achey
Playing: 98.0FM, Perfect by Simple Plan
Location: TSP
okae, people, hear ye hear ye...
click on
this link and see if you can buy some anime stuff. help my dear bro here yer? pass the msg ard if you are an anime person. TY! great appreciates and God bless you dear kind souls.
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heh. was it that BEE in that curry?! omg.. my stomach feels really weird. or was it cos i had spicy food in the morning. cos Doctor Yap said that i cannot have spicy food (he said tat 3 mths back). bahh.. but i like curry...
well, work has been slow these few days but things are going to pile on next week and i realised my test is in the same week! bloodyhell. don't know if i got enough time to study not.
On Thursday night, i will be meeting my polymates after their graduation ceremony [i am still a SP student. haha! and i will be a graduate of 2006. HA!].
On Friday night, i am meeting my long lost friend, Aaron Lu, before he heads to NY to do his degree. i am gonna miss him. I rmb the first day we met was in Church of Holy Cross. I was handing out some bookmark thingie before Mass started. Then how we started talking part, i forgot. but after that we met again during Shine Jesus Shine rally 2000 [wow! so long already?! *amazed*] and exchanged numbers and started to keep in contact. blah blah blah.. i will save you the agony. then i lost his number last year becos i sent my phone for servicing. bahh.. it was not until my birthday he sms-ed me cos i msg him on friendster. eh.. it was his 21st birthday you see and his birthday is one day before mine. ha. never forget that. and soo... we are in contact again. kae. end of Aaron's story.
On Saturday evening, i will be meeting Qi and Hans to celebrate OUR birthday. Mine, Hans' 22nd birthday and Qi's 21st. I wonder how is it going to be like. haha.. they are like the closest poly friends larh. And all three from different year. Hans' admin number starts with '00'. Qi's '01'. and mine is '0211556'. ha.. 3 batches kae. don't play play. see.. how buddy buddies we are now, age is just a number. *laughs*
Then, i will study on sunday. i will do intensive past-year-paper revision. i promise (myself). then.. i dunno already larh. siao! 3 Aug paper. in the morning somemore. bloodyhell. i better get an 'A' for this paper. it's a $1k module. damn expensive.
Good afternoon evening my dears.[m][e][s][s][a][g][e][s]
nic: mei li mao. say helo nv wait for me to come back then go already. hahaha... got study not?
eye test
ps: sorry guys, the picture a bit too big arh. i dunno how to resize a .gif file. so bear with my disfigured layout for a while. hiak hiak..
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Well well, this morning was finally bright and dry. And Korkor could send me to work. lalala.. so i am early today. We had our usual roti prata and ice milk tea. YumMmyyyYy... but! i almost swallow a dead bee (most probably cooked tgt with the curry, or maybe the uncle tot it was one of his spices and added in, NO! wait.. maybe that's the secret recipe to his DELICIOUS fish curry. *knocks myself*). How gross is that? I continued eating my roti prata anyway, at the same time, trying to put the tot of that disgusting insect that entered my mouth before. argh! horrid.
haha.. took a short stroll to work and was contemplating on getting Len (my colleague) a cup of Strawberry Latte (don't ask me why strawberry and coffee, i know it doesn't work out well but he likes it), since he's been like super stressed out at work, so me and my silly idea of getting something to cheer him up. But... my legs just din bring me to the Starbucks at PSA building. heh. i will try tmr. haha.. Lalalala...
Oh yeh, i slept well. really well... seems like i have been sleeping lesser these days, i got no idea why, i just toss and turn and can't get to bed after an hour or so later. and my eyes are suffering from the effects of the lack of rest. Heavy eye bags. argghhh... even Len noticed it (Well, he's not someone who would look at me so if he noticed it, it is bad. really bad).
kae.. i am going to the pantry to get my cup of hot tea and my daily source of nutrients; skyjuice aka water. bahhh.... ciaoz. till we meet again.
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Good morning everyone.. Did you sleep well? Well, i have something interesting to share with you guys...
If you continue to focus on the cross in the center of the image you will notice that the circle of violet circles will soon changes its colour, of which you will see only the green spots (which is actually violet).
*picture taken out. it's irritating to see my blog's layout go out of place. heh. sorry guys*
how cool is that? Interesting not?
happy belated YY
Happy Belated 20th Birthday YaYingWell i hope you get your wishlist items strike off as many as possible and the PolyU's results be what you need. And to our 7 years of friendship and plenty more years to come. Together with LV & Jo too of cause. =)
english lesson
Feeling: tired and crampy
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
i was bored. then JQ msn me. after that he showed me a link. so please
click to play and enjoy kae? [if it says loading, just press it. it's a fake! laughs. according to JQ.]
i shall update more when i am back home. i can't wait to go home now~! i wanna sleep and blog and let you guys see wad pictures i got from yesterday's dinner with JQ. hiak hiak..
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oh.. before JQ was Nic. hee.. so sweet. he made me feel like tis little girl talking to a big kor kor. laughs. hilarious larh.
KciN: i'm going to play game ok?
shar: ok
shar: u mean i can say no?
KciN: ermm..
shar: haha..
KciN: if u dun want den i stay a bit longer lor..
KciN: bit not too long..
KciN: =Þ
shar: how long is a bit longer?
KciN: ermm...
KciN: 10-15 minutes?
shar: ah.
KciN: cuz i eating now..
shar: bahh
shar: so nonsense
KciN: nonsense?
shar: yar larh. cos u are eating tat's why u can stay a little longer
KciN: ...
shar: nvm
-10 min later-
KciN: hey.. i go play game liao ok?
shar: okiess
shar: bye bye
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how interesting. he said he wud stay longer but for that 10 min, we kept slient. heh. anyway, the whole conversation was quite funny. but i dowanna share with you guys. too sweet already. hehe.. Nic is like the sweetest friend around kae. JQ, you lose to Nic larh. =Þ
male drivers
Feeling: tired
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
This morning, Mom drove me to work. And we took the AYE. It's somewhere along ITE Dover that the driver of
SDE 4801 E, a metallic baby blue Mercedes-Benz, changed lane abruptly in front of my mom. wth! nic & jq! This kind of guy shd be castrated man. agree? If he changed and said TY by showing a different sign, it's
okay larh BUT he showed an universal sign to my mom. wth!!!! *stares*
"hey Mr SDE 4801 E, just becos you got a S280 doesn't mean you got the right of way. Egoist!"
simply speechless about this kind of man. Reminds me of how i failed my TP. Cos an OLD uncle din SEE my SFW 791 H, Honda VTI changing lane and accelerated instead of giving me way. You mean he didn't see the DOUBLE L plates put up behind the car?! freak! *smash a watermelon now*
ps: get the idea why i am a little over sensitive over this issue about changing lanes?
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: June 29 |
Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature.
You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world.
You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.
The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension.
This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer.
You do, however, work very well with people. |
as you can see.. i have done 2 quiz in 5 min. i am just bored. kaes.. i am leaving the office now. ciaoz~
What Kind of Kisser Are You?
Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
Part Passionate Kisser |
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
ooOoooOOOoo.. how interesting. so sexxaay larh. haha...
xiaxue fan club
Feeling: interested and awake
Playing: Corrinne May's CD
Location: Home
freakos. haha.. Nic recently posted a comment on
xiaxue's blog. it was sth not so pleasant i guess but it's called COMMENT wad. which means, good or bad must accept. really pisses me off. turn off yaknow. sick arseholes. ok. i will put the comments of xiaxue's fans who tagged on nic's blog.
this is what nic commented. read already then tell me, what did he wrote wrong to deserve such nasty comments from her fans?
"Haiz.... I realised sth... the reason why u're getting so many hits is cuz half of them are ppl who hate u... me included... I guess there are ppl out there who are attracted to plain arrogance... a little advice.. be humble... cuz aroogance gets u nowhere in the future... I dun normally use vulgarities.. but u xiaxue u really are an exception... an exceptional bitch who karma still hasnt caught up with her... it will soon....."
here goes... unedited.
Fan#1:wilson: ur 21 but u write like a 12yrs old kid. grow up my dear. and stop the "..." thing. its most exasperating, reading ur blog. rgds
shar2wilson: eh.. nic isn't ur dear. please larh, dun act close when you dun even know my frd. right nic dear? and who are you to judge ppl and their maturity? are you GOD? if your answer happens to be a 'NO', please then... SHUDDUP! TY. *smiles*
Fan#2:anonymous: you are a fucking bastard who shld have his balls cut! what the fuck!? say mean things to xiaxue! don't have the courage to be like her, don't say lah. your blog is so much boring! i think your looks also like that! oh! so you and that JQ are also together. man, you both shld really be castrated! cause guys in our country can't match up and even hate a girl whose ego they can't stand when they can stand THEIR ego! xiaxue rulz and you guys drool! really agree with wilson! grow up! no wonder singapore guys are so pathetic! must be like SPG now. look for foreign guys!
shar2anonymous: shame on u larh. please, getalife and dun come stink nic's blog wit ur shit.TY.and I LOVE U too for watever nonsense u said to nic. =) ohyer, pls do have a wonderful week ahead. bye. btw, anon.. pls use your NAME unless you are by DEFAULT known as anonymous. only crowds have such name.
Fan#3:powerfreak: u know you really are a bastard. i dont understand why you haf to post rubbish on someone else's blog if you cannot wish them good. if u have evil intentions, u'll b fucked up in the end too. bastard. if you want to, you could write mean stuff about her or whatever in your own silly blog. dont go vandalising and leaving crap notes if u aint a fan
shar2powerfreak: pls, if u dowan ppl calling ur son a bastard dun call nic tat too.he got a mom too kae, dun hurt his parents' feelings can?
shar2powerfreak: u ask nic dun vandalise xiaxue blog but u come vandalise his blog. what kind of karma is tat? freako! shitfacearsehole. who ever tld u nic had evil intentions? nutcase.
just commentsshar: btw,i read xiaxue's blog.i do find it a pity tt her blog n email a/c have been hacked into but i tink being on e WWW means u have e freewill to write anything cos it's called COMMENTS. gd or bad,ACCEPT. idiots. nic, y r these ppl so sensitive? eh~! immature.
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that is just plain mean. how can ppl say such things abt my frd. pisses me off totally when someone say such things abt my friends. i get very defensive and just bite back. damnit. like i said before and i am going to say it again...
shifacearsehole! *ahem*
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oh yeh, JQ also kena. Laughs!!! but he deleted before i could defend. he said dowan to see it on his taggy. so he showed me a few of what xiaxue's fans have to say. btw, i dun think xiaxue would be very happy to hear this from her fans. If she's mature enough, she won't be happy. well, at least tat's what i would feel if i had a fan club.
Fan#1anonymous: you bloody bastard. how can you say things about xiaxue!? god, u shld look in the mirror! your face like shitz still say you are charming! what the fuck!? i can vomit. as a girl, you are -10000/10!!! think you so handsome meh? still say mean things to a girl who is prettier than you *xiaxue of course* you shld lower your ego. i hope you will NOT get married! with please of course! must be like you right? say pls also to xiaxue *sarcastically*. you like convent girls and still say not uniform fettish!? what the hell!? i think you into BDSM should really see a doctor!
comment from me:this is like mean larhh.. why you go ard calling ppl bastard? your mama nv teach you arh! *shakes head* girl somemore. haiyoOOo.. and who are you to comment about wad my frd believes in? He believes in himself, so be it. as long as he doesn't go ard killing ppl can already wad. hor JQ?
Fan#2anonymous: you are so a fucking bastard! and so are those people who agree with you!
comment from me:this is interesting. how you know that jq fucks ard? *sorry for using that word* bahh.. why are ppl so crude nowadays? tsk tsk.. shame on them.
Fan#3anonymous: you hate pple ego bigger than you? oh well FYI my ego is so much bigger than you and at least i still can keep my head small! so sadistic also! wa lao! read too much hentai or porn izzit?
comment from me:wah lau. got such ppl not? say themself humble. please... don't act humble when you are not that humble. cos you are not that great. can? <--- the can thingie is so xiaxue. hmmm.... i noticed jq's comments are more vulgar than nic's. eh.. jq! why arh?
Fan#4iagreewithu: ignore the low ego bastard. say ple no ego, they then no ego. we didnt interfere xx's blog, so u have no rights to interfere ple's blog as well. all in all, u r just a loser... hahhaa... sadist and angry man. *PUI
comment from me:ok. i am getting sick of their nicknames. wat's wrong with your OWN name? not proud to use is it? bloodyshitfacearseholes. freakingpieceoflaosai. can't stand it already. why are these ppl doing this becos of someone they do not know? You mean the above ppl all knows xiaxue aka Wendy Cheng issit? Close friends arh? buddy buddy huh? freaks! more gan chiong then Wendy yaknow. bahhh...
Fan#5powerfreak: ur a bastard do you know that. i dont know what the fuck you get out of slamming other people's work on their own blog. feel free to comment on it on ur owndont be a bastard to leave fucked up notes on her blog. she's entitled her personal space of slamming others, and u can slam her in urs dun cross the fucking line.
comment from me:i think this guy needs to go back to kindergarden to build his foundation on English. so many punctuation mistakes. i am not fantastic but good enough to know he got problem with his English. AND! wth! like i said in nic's blog already. this guy is plain freak. as stated in his nickname; powerfreak. heh!
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this is the end of my two frd's saga. heh. can't stand such ppl. bully my frds. heh! angry larh. i need to go talk to nic nic and cool down. ok? bye guys.
but guys.. if you dun like xiaxue, why read her blog arh? *contradicting myself again* hahahahaha! *go ask jq and nic*
ha.. gotten my answers. JQ read abt it in TODAY's and told nic. so they went there to post the comments. just once! and kena. LOL. poor nic. *jq msn again*
orrhh.. so it's abt the spg issue that got JQ reading her blog. LOL! okok. dowan to comment already. it's 4.15am. i better to sleep. nights peeps.
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Happy 22nd Birthday Tony!!
going bananas
Energy: Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.
Bananas: Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and Glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.
Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain Tryptophan, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.
PMS: Forget the pills -- eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.
Anemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia.
Blood Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it the perfect way to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.
Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.
Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.
Heartburn: Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.
Morning Sickness: Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.
Mosquito bites: Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.
Nerves: Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system...
Temperature control: Many other cultures see bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In Thailand, for example, pregnant women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.
Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD): Bananas can help SAD sufferers because they contain the natural mood enhancer tryptophan.
Smoking: Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.
Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.
Strokes: According to research in "The New England Journal of Medicine", eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%!
So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many ills. When you compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the carbohydrates, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals. It is also rich in potassium and is one of the best Value foods around.
results of my tp
Feeling: bored
Playing: 98.0FM, Candy Shop by 50 Cents
Location: TSP
heh. i failed my 2nd attempt of my driving test. why? cos i was a dangerous driver. haha. i changed lane when the bike was very near me. so i ended up with an immediate failure. bahh... The tester said i could drive pretty well, just that i did that stupid mistake and spoilt everything. anyway, my circuit sucked. i couldn't even park properly like how i used to. bahhhh.. really need to smack myself on my butt and go into hibernation for a few weeks man. this is crap larh. how can? my revision lessons and warm up were good. WELL done in fact. sure pass if i did exactly the same. BUT i got so nervous. everything went wrong. bloody shit. heh.
packed week
Feeling: urgent
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
nonsense~! full of it as usual..
gawdd... i am super jammed packed with activities this week.
mondayschool + work + more work + shopping for toiletries at holland v + dinner with myself.
tuesdaybbdc for revision lesson + work + more work + revision for lab test on wed.
*notice i dun have church in my list? heh.. too much work, can't finish, so i got to stay and do OT. altho i am not told to do so but i can't help it when Anna talks abt work during lunch and i can't finish mine on time. not competent anymore. i got to work hard like i used to when i first came back in April.*
wednesdayschool + work + meet frd (cos he's entering Tekong soon)
thursdaybbdc for final revision lesson before TP on friday + work + go home and rest.
fridaytraffic police test @ 9.15am + work + more work + maybe out shooting pool.
saturdaymake shepherds' pie + party + enjoy life.
sundaychurch + sleep + i dunno wad else i must do.
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okies, i feel much better writing it down. yea yea.. i got my timeline scheduled out. yea yea..
Happy 22nd Birthday Nicholas~!
i bite
Feeling: irky
Playing: 98.0FM, NDP 2005 theme song
Location: TSP
i warn you. i bite. i am pms-ing. so i will bite. so so so... arghhh... everything is just irritating me larh. *prays* pms faster go away~!
What's Your Ideal Career?
| Your Career Type: Enterprising |
You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.
Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.
You would make an excellent:
Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director
City Manager - Judge - Lawyer
Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person
School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster
The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect. |
I want to work in one of Suntec Towers. I want to wear business suits and meet top management business men/women. I want to travel around the world and sell my product. I want to earn at least $10,000 a mth. I want to drive a BMW 6series. I want to stay in Tanjong Rhu. I want I want I want... to be in the marketing line working for a MNC. *determination*
The World's Shortest Personality Test
You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.
You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval. |
hmm.. right now, i am feeling like tat.. tell you, tmr i take again.. it's going to be a different personality. so... why shd i believe in it? *yet another contradiction*
clubbing?
Feeling: tired
Playing: 98.7FM, DJ Shane talking
Location: Home
mom asked me a question when i was preparing to go out this afternoon..
Mom: Are you going clubbing?
Me: *gave her a heh look* No. If i go clubbing, i won't be home by 12am. yer?
Mom: oh...
*walks off*
hmmm... now, what gave her the idea that i was going clubbing? haha.
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did my windows today. changed new ones. looks nice. i will upload the photos soon when i am not so tired. yer.
okies, so now. i am going to sleep. damn tired larh. i am pms-ing. need my sleep. goodnights babies. muacks~!
empty
Feeling: something amiss
Playing: 98.7FM, Cool by Gwen Stefani
Location: Home
We belong together by Mariah Carey
(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
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I must say that Mariah Carey's songs are really meaningful. she's like the ultimate diva of the century. yeah...
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okie. this is weird. i have the sudden urge to go clubbing after hearing Aaliyah's
Try again on the radio now.. hmmm.. i feel weird. i am moody yet happy. tired yet dowan to sleep. hungry yet full. i am living up to my name; living contradiction, truly i am.
i got no work tmr cos it's company's plant shutdown day. i can go back to work but the IS dept is doing rewiring of the cabling so it's pointless cos i need to use the network. bahhh... i wasted today leh. anyways, i will be meeting EDWIN tmr~! YEAH!
brother!! you finally got time for me arh~ no jean jean tmr kae? just us, i am selfish.and and and.. i wanna go highlight another colour.. the present color is too not-obvious. haha.. next payday, i go do. and next payday, i will go get my bloodbrother's bag... urgghhhh...
ciaoz. i go hibernate.
Mummy, Daddy... Happy 27th Anniversary~![m][e][s][s][a][g][e][s]
Louis: hey Lou... *winks* i'll see you on Sat and then pamper you kae? be good.. =p
Justin: bahh... don't so stress out at work larh. you are scary today. scared-ed me already larh...
Jere: wah.. play snow arh.. nice not?
Wendy: Wen wen... go out sometime kae? i had a nice time talking to you ytd. it's really sad we were seperated for 5 semesters. but destiny brought us back and now we are goodie goodie frds. right?
weird office thinking
Feeling: awake but my eyes are tired
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
My office recently re-did their chairs. let me cost it out for you and tell me what logic are my bosses thinking kae..
Seat cushion - $79
Back cushion - $53
Net price - $132
GST 5% - $6.60
Total Cost - $138.60
Now.. tell me, isn't it more worth it if you BOUGHT NEW CHAIRS? gawd... the chairs that the dept sits on are like about to break already larh... waste money you know?
it's like... whatthehell?!!!
Improving Communication With Your Partner
Consistent, healthy communication is vital for your relationships. It's like the heart in the human body. It's easy to see why really - if you don't talk about your feelings, how will your partner know how you feel? And if your partner doesn't know, how can he or she react properly?
There are some things to note for healthy communication though; some couples seem to communicate often but it doesn't help the relationship because they're just venting and not listening. Or they're presuming too much, or taking things too personally.
Start by learning to listen. Now, some people seem to do that, but what they're really doing is waiting for their chance to cut in and defend themselves. They often sit while the other person is talking, waiting for a space to jump into the conversation to defend their actions, explain themselves, or explode in anger.
What you should do is listen actively and emphatically to your partner. Watch the facial expressions, the body language. Learn to listen to more than just the words since we often can't express what we're really trying to say in words alone.
Also, don't assume that you understand what your partner is trying to say. Ask for clarification. Sometimes, it can seem as though your partner is being sarcastic or insulting, or making a cruel joke about you, but you're basically just being over-sensitive. If you're not sure, ask. Very often, you'll find that you were off the mark completely. And trust your partner's clarification. If you can't trust your partner, then the relationship is doomed anyway.
Also, words have different meanings for different people. Some people say "interesting" when they mean "I think it's awful but I don't want to hurt your feelings". Learn to remember how your partner uses certain words or tones and what he or she is trying to convey. Take the time to study what he or she means by saying certain things. This will make your sharing experience much more pleasant.
There are certain topics that may trigger a fight-or-flight reaction. Sometimes in sharing you might bring up topics or feelings that scare your partner and put them into a flight situation where they close-up and avoid sharing or it might be something that touches a painful memory and they get into a defensive mode. Being aware of these triggers helps you learn how to either carefully back off or gently probe for answers.
Yes, healthy communication is tough, but if you're serious about making your relationship work, few things are more important.
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hey couples, if you find it hard to communicate face to face, you can always use the good old methods;
1.
Letters or now, a bit more high tech,
Email.
2.
SMS, works only if you can squeeze 160 chars in one SMS. but i think the newer models have multiple SMS tgt, so maybe you can send 540 char (3 sms). i think 380 char is enough already.
3.
Talking to the person as if you are relating that person to someone else. Understand? Example; "hey i think my gf is really irritating, esp when she is having pms. Don't you agree gf?" Of cos, dun try it when she is having the time of the month. If not, she kill you, i not responsible arh..
4.
MSN, well, it's no difference from writing a letter, just that you get immediate responses. or you can always wait till he/she is away and start typing away. but be careful with your words, once sent, you can't take it back... so watch it.
now.. there... 4 steps. shd be enough larh huh..
and when you are over the top, just breathe deeply 3 times.. and smile. Then say, "Shuddup bitch!!" ok. kidding.. just breathe. it helps.
cheerio~
buy for me someone...
i want this. for christmas present. haha...
yes.. it is that small.. i wonder if it's sold in SG yet.. found this on the HK webby. lalalala.. nice?
specs:
-Built-in 256 / 512MB/ 1GB
-Support Playback MP3 and WMA files
-Built-in FM Radio and FM Radio Recording
-OLED Backlight (Blue)
-15 Hours non-stop Playback
-Direct Plug and Play as a USB Storage
-Supports Display Multi Language
-Built in Li-ion Rechargeable Battery
-USB 1.1
-5 Preset Equalizer Mode: Rock, Classic, POP, Jazz and Normal
-Made in Korea
-Dimension: 25W x 25H x 25D mm
-Weight: 18g
-Accessories
-Stereo earphones
-Neck Strap
-USB cable
-Carrying Case
wanna see more of JNC product? Click.
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answers. i need answers. and i got answers becos i asked. heh. what so hard about that? ask only wat. but i am not going to settle at that answer. i want to negotiate. heh.. nonsense larh len. i won't let you off len.. *evil laughs* did i sound mean or evil there? lalalala...
approve not?
Feeling: confused
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
i was thinking about sth and then i made a little prayer.. actually, i have been praying about it for a few weeks already.. part of the pray was answered. now i want to know the other part which i have been praying for recently after the eariler part was answered...
Lord Jesus, approve not?if yes, show me somemore signs can? please... if no, show me signs but make me heal fast too can? pleaseeee....
Practising Patience.. I am doing my best to be as patient as i can, but knowing me, i am very "gan chiong" person.. everything must be done fast fast. cannot leave any unfinished job. i must learn to be patient. P A T I E N C E. come on, repeat after me.. P A T I E N C E.. "pay-tion!" haha.. okies, back to work.
entertainment for the day.
i miss you
Feeling: lonely
Playing: Channel 5
Location: Home
i miss my friends... badly missing you guys.for 2 months, whenever i open my yahoo mailbox, i would find at least 2 emails from zhihao. He actually typed out jokes and send them to me, 2 each day. Now, he's in Tekong. Sad.
for 3 months, whenever i am down, frustrated or getting out of control, i know i can always pick up the phone and call jeremy. I can shout, scold, curse or cry, he would let me be me. Now, he's in Australia having fun before entering tekong. Another sad case.
but nvm. cos i found new friends (and i will NOT forget the old friends, i am forever grateful for you guys). And i had a blast on saturday night. lalalalalala...
I want to go out again this saturday! I want! I want!
anyway, i did something crazy today. ha. i went to do sth to my hair. i will take a pic and show you some other day. right now, i need sleep. Goodnights babies.. *muacks*
spinning round and round...
Feeling: spinny
Playing: my lastest collection, Counting Down the Days by Natalie Imbruglia
Location: TSP
the voices wouldn't stop
and it's making me spin round and round.
i feel so giddy deep inside,
that i think i am lost right now.
i can't seem to find the way,
which is north, south, east or west?
i think i have spinned too many rounds,
till i am all mixed up now.
spinning round and round
till i am all gaga now.
i just want to find my way back home.
to a place of peace and quiet.
i just want to be safe and sound.
spinning round and round...
spinning round and round...
spinning round and round...
STOP! right now...
please it's making me giddy and gaga now.
*cries*
please... voices stop right now..
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heard of the power to
desire?
suddenly something struck me and made me desire something really much..
Then again... i just want to say...
if i had only one wish, i wish for your wish to come true... [m][e][s][s][a][g][e][s]
Eugene Neu: hey, i am sorry darling.. i did think of you. really.. i am sorry i missed you out on my list. and i owe you sth for you 21st birthday.. *eyes wide open* I hope you are enjoying your new uni life. it's time to meet girls already.... lalalala.. good lucks~
if feels so...
Feeling: lost
Playing: Say La ve by Bewitched
Location: Home
It feels so weird...the hardest war to fight against is.. the war against yourself.
the feeling of being torn apart.. i feel like i am two persons.
it feels really weird. i hear so many voices in me. and i want it to stop.
stop right now. this instance. please... voices, please stop.
check, check, checking
Feeling: checky
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
Duh. Argh. *slaps* *runs around the office and screams* all the numbers are making me dizzy. tipsydaisydizzysilly. ok. bye.
clutter go away....
Feeling: happier, lighter
Playing: Lifehouse's Everything
Location: Home
did something meaningful today and i feel so much better about things at home. therefore, which also explains why, my hyper mood.
sometimes letting go isn't that bad.
sometimes holding on too tight might harm.
sometimes falling down isn't going to hurt.
sometimes standing up is hard.
sometimes talking isn't enough.
sometimes actions towards the talk is hard.
all in all... i did my best. i hope mummy feels better (knowing that i am not with the SS. and if it's going to make you feel better, i am not with Jere. We are friends.)
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And to the Good Lord Jesus for answering my cry for help... (Everything by Lifehouse)
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
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if i had only one wish, i wish for your wish to come true...
this is sgp....
the beauty and wonders of God's creation.
Cleaning: Outside and In
When you feel upset, discouraged or out of control, do you feel the desire to clean? Well, I don't, but when I do try it, it often works for me. There's a deep connection between our personal environment and our innermost selves. Our senses reach deep, and those same senses also feel our surroundings. So is it possible that by shifting the arrangement of our belongings we can re-arrange the molecules of our emotional lives as well?
When our homes become cluttered and disordered, other aspects of our lives also tend to feel stuck. A cluttered home reflects a distracted and cluttered mind, and it also makes it hard to focus and think clearly. It gets easier to put on hold decisions that could put you back in control of your life. Eventually, we give up. The task seems overwhelming, and the clutter is so pervasive that we can't decide where to begin.
Clutter saps your energy and erodes your spirit. Clutter makes it difficult to get things done, enjoy peace and quiet, or spend time the way you really want to. It adds to your stress, slows you down and drains your physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual strength. Clutter makes you lose your focus, and that makes you lose your confidence and power as well.
On an energetic level, all this stuff is preventing a clear vision of self. Anything that is neglected, unwanted, or unappealing to you will drag your energy down every time you look at it. Even a beautiful object of great value does nothing for you or your home if you don't like it. So if you don't love it, get it out of sight.
Look around you. If you could only choose ten items to live with for the rest of your life, what would they be? When you're considering this question, ask yourself - What do they really do for you? Do they empower you? Are they motivating you to improve yourself?
Everything that surrounds you should be working for you in some way. If the things in your space are not supporting you and contributing to the positive quality of your life, it is time to do something about it!
The defeat, fatigue, and depression that you feel when you think about your clutter will start to evaporate as soon as you put yourself in action. The hard part is getting started, but once you do the magic will begin.
Clutter-clearing creates space for us to discover our true path in life and to define who we want to become. With this new vision we can consciously choose to surround ourselves with objects and imagery that reflect and support our authentic concept of self.
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i wonder.. ten items in my life..
1. my bed (no sleep means can't think)
2. my hp (losing my phone means no contact with ppl)
3. my job (no job means no income then no money)
4. my memories (happy, sad, watever.. i accept them and keep them)
5. myself (everything abt me.. i will accept)
6. my faith (most important, no God means no Hope)
7.
8.
9.
10.
i will think abt it...
is this a msg from Him? Him telling me sth? I know i need to do sth to my life but what can i do when it concerns my home? i feel so helpless....
i feel...
"Clutter saps your energy and erodes your spirit. Clutter makes it difficult to get things done, enjoy peace and quiet, or spend time the way you really want to. It adds to your stress, slows you down and drains your physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual strength. Clutter makes you lose your focus, and that makes you lose your confidence and power as well. "
exactly the way the passage describes. i can't think properly, can't make any decisions, can't do anything properly, i am slowing down at work, everything... arghhhh.......... I can't possibly throw my parents away. so what can i do?
i just want to be free and happy...
*no, dun tell me. ty.*
ok.. i did
okay.. i did over reacted to Nic's "advice". Nic apologised for sth that he din do? he meant well.. but i over reacted. i was being an arse again. damnit. i must not lose my sanity. *breathes deeply three times*
i will be fine. i am going to be fine.
argh... help~!
*bye.. off to watch CSI 4*
maybe i...
okay.. maybe i over reacted. i am sorry. let me cool down kae? i will be fine in a few more days.
this is better
I got this from my wonderful frd. well, at least we talk on msn and find out how each other are doing and helps and listens..
1 - Never outshine the master
2 - Never put too much trust in friends; learn how to use enemies
3 - Conceal your intentions
4 - Always say less then necessary
5 - Never show your face when doing something
at least i see that the above is better than the below...
When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane and going the wrong way.
argh. btw, i dun see a need to get advice when i dun need it. oh watever.. i am too lazy to blog abt it. it's meaningless talking abt it.
ciao.. i am going to watch desperate housewife~
feeling lifeless
Feeling: lifeless, trapped
Playing: Jumping jumping by destiny's child
Location: Home
i feel so lifeless & trapped!!!
took this shot at habourfront center after manicure & pedicure @ Nailvalley.
the sunsetting sky seems to speak a million billion zillion gazillon words and expresses all the feelings when i look at it. it's just weird... wonder if the mood does the same since Cancerians are ruled by the moon... *wonders*
I had to walk from Chinatown to Esplande last night. argh.. nitwit ndp rehearsal... gawd.. my feet hurt. ouch loh. what happened was all the buses that passes thru fullerton road had to detour and i was trapped in the jam cos all the traffic had to detour too.. bOooOOoooo... so, i alighted at Chinatown Square and walked.. argh.
then.. i met Keith for dinner. *laughs* he too got caught in the jam. lalalala.. both late. both 30 min late. Best leh.. and the worst thing tat could ever happen was, my tummy wasn't feeling well, then when Keith brought me to Al Dente Restaurant to makan, i couldn't order anything heavy so, this was dinner.... Cesear's salad, cream of wild forest mushrooms soup, cammomile tea & warm water. bOooooOooo.... my birthday treat became so boring cos of my painful tummy~!
damn lousy leh sharon~! the atmostphere was fantastic, the service was ok but there's one waiter who is cute!, the price was affordable....
and finaly.. my present from Keith.. erh.. the 9th and 10th presents were hong bao from my grandpa and san yi. =))
okok.. i go wash up for mass already. i slept till 1pm today. hmm.. and now, i feel super duper moody. sigh..
fall to pieces
Feeling: alone
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
**Warning!! Cheerless desparing long entry ahead**
I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.
Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.
Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.
Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything... Everything.
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
And I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you, 'cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you.
tuning in to the radio is part of me.
music fills my soul.
and i, truly love music.
i find comfort in the lyrics of the song
which in turn makes me expressive and feel better.
*smiles*
woke up today and felt really tired
am i tired physically
or
am i too mentally tired to face the new day?
i wonder...
tho i feel much more relieved
there's still this unease-weird-yearning-craving-exhausted feeling...
as if something wants to come out of me
'giving up' comes across my mind
but
staying strong to fight on
has already been implanted in me
i guess the only solution to all my miseries
is to wait.
practise patience.
slow and steady wins the race.
i will win.
i will be happy again.
in the meantime
i will work hard to achieve my goals...
Goal#1 - Tanjong Rhu House
Goal#2 - BMW Car
Goal#3 - Be happy, contented & healthy
Yes.. i will. *encourages* jia you Sharon...
himbo, bimbo.. herbo?
Feeling: i wanna lala..
Playing: 98.0FM
Location: TSP
wahahaha... i feel like
lala in the kitchen on the floor...
lala...
ok. tat was crap. I am feeling better now. altho something really stupid and dumb happened this morning.
I was such an ass, blockhead, dimwit, dork, dumb ox, dumbbell, fool, ignoramus, imbecile, kook, meathead, mental defective, moron,
nincompoop (woOo.. i like tis~! *laughs* i rmb using in pri sch!), ninny, nitwit, pinhead, pointy head, simpleton, stupid, tomfool, twit, yo-yo (yoyo? wahahahaha... theasurus nowadays.)
*rolls eyes* (why did i just call myself names?)
Anyway, i woke up late becos i was lazy. (i admitted it k? got to give me credit for being so
brave. :p) So i had to rush for time. And i dunno why...
(1) i bathed so slowly this morning.
(2) my contact lenses won't fit properly (so i put a travel size contacts solution bottle that was used only once in my bag to clean when i reach the office).
(3) my brother came eariler than expected to pick me up.
(4) my contact lenses solution bottle cracked and made my whole bag wet, including my handphone, my card holder, my wallet, my coin pouch, my camera's case & its strap and my adidas bag! (this is the HIGHLIGHT of everything!)
plain stupid! Okay. i was initially very angry at myself. VERY! Until i refused to hold on to my brother on the bike and CLOSED my eyes when we were on the express way (which means: He was riding very fast but i was not feeling scared cos i was too angry to be scared.).
I was really really fuming. REALLY raging.
HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID!hai. anyohow, when i arrived in the office, i went immediatly to the ladies and washed my things... stood in the toilet for 30 min and sort off cooled down and laughed at myself. i was just plain silly. *rolls eyes*
hahahaha.. so now.. it's time i got back to work.
btw, abt my title... himbo, bimbo and herbo... karen asked me what is a bimbo.. i told her, a pretty figure with no brains. then i asked.. if the guy is called a HIMBO why isn't the female called the HERBO? *thinks*
oh oh! last one! last one! THANK YOU to... Alicia, Evelyn and Weixin for the belated wishes.. =))
I, Soon Jieling Sharon, was such a nincompop this morning. argh. really... i feel so ashamed of myself.. *laughs*
