i hate staples
Feeling: burpy
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp
i hate mess. i hate it when the whole stack is full of staplets. i really hate it. it makes the file looks really ugly. i hate it. it pisses me off. why can't people be neat? see the paper with so many staplets on it very nice meh? the whole stack only need ONE staplet to staple them together wad~
so irritated.
if you wanna pass me some paper, please... staple it nicely. otherwise, i will be very irritated.
arh.. work is crazy. chiong-ed the whole day cos i wanna go to church tonight. it's a day of obligation tomorrow, all saints day, and i don't think i wanna wake up at 5.30am tomorrow to go for morning mass. afterwhich, it's followed by a meeting in church.
oh yeh, i am meeting Mitch tonight in church. after so long. she better eat dinner with me. otherwise, i will... i will... i will...
i will go eat myself!
humph.
alrighty! i am leaving. on the dot! first time eh.. after so long. hehehe...
cos i finished most of my stuff...
I have a picture treat for you. shall upload later when i am at home. :D let you see my table. haven't actually taken a pic of my new place after i shifted dept.
edit.
the to-do-list cos i have a failing memory.
the horrible big 17" screen tat allows everyone to see what i do, with cute little thingie around it.
radio clock tat saves my day, noisy telephone which never stops ringing, that's why "pi pa gao" is there~ :D
And there... my neat table which can sometimes turn messy when i get really busy but i never fail to clear the mess everyday. so proud of myself. yeah. :D
happy halloween.
i am fat
Feeling: sad
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp
my 3rd post of the day.
one of my middle-aged-not-married-not-handsome colleagues just said this, "Sharon, you look fat."
argh! that's it! i am going on a diet and getting that exercising matt!
gym, swimming pool, healthy food... here i come!ARGH! Someone said I am fat! not fatter but FAT!
comedy-drama craze
Feeling: giddy
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp
it's Wednesday. Weekend is coming. and i can't wait to go home to finish my "Bewitched" dvds. i chiong-ed 25 episodes in 3 days. yey! another 10 i think to go.
after the witch craft, it's princess hour. i just got it yesterday and realised that it's in Chinese! No English subtitles. nvrmind. i take it as a training for me to brush up my Mandarin. *help!*
after princess hour, i will try renting csi.
oh! before csi, it's desperate housewives.
yeah! bored no more. eyes popped out more.
oh yes, anyone has "genie in the bottle"? it's really old comedy. hmmm... anyone please?
humph
Feeling: sad
Playing: power 98
Location: home
i dread work.
i want to stay home and rest more.
humph.
i dread work.
i think i said too much
Feeling: full
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp
I think i said too much. I must have gotten high on my lunch or something. Maybe the haze affected me.
I couldn't stop kvetching about how life is now at work.
God, save my soul please. I am such a bad girl. I shouldn't complain. I should put those negativity to good use and translate them into beautiful words and all things nice.
work is getting tough.
Oh. I have something nice to share though. just some pretty pictures that i found while surfing for my campaign pictures.
I thought that this is really cool. the shot is. the picture too. i must be thinking too much of shopping.
i like this pure clean clear shot. so peaceful. i am in love with the
girl shot.
isn't he adorable?
alright. back to work.
mc day
Feeling: bored
Playing: power 98
Location: warm room
i think i am sick up there. the weather is so bloody warm, yet i am not willingly to switch on the aircon.
i have this odd and really bad habit. once i am hooked onto my comp doing something, i won't leave till i am satisfied and feeling extremely irritated cos i stink of sweat.
i took mc again today.
i am fine i am fine... i was having very bad cramps in the morning and dread going to work. thinking how i suffered the past few times when i struggled to stay at work, i decided against working and slept in.
altho i don't get much quality sleep, i figured that the quantity might make it up for something at least. but when i am on my bed...
when i am on my bed and not able to get to sleep, i start thinking...
"i should wake up and go exercise."
this thought is really effective to put me to sleep almost immediately. hiak hiak.
"what is bloody wrong with me? i got all the time to sleep and i can't sleep? what is my body or mind craving for?"
then thoughts like;
- i want to go shopping for furniture to make my room pretty pretty,
- i should clean clean my room to make me feel less sick,
- i want to go out and buy new clothes,
- i want a new handphone N73,
- i want a laptop for my schoolwork (i heard it's project based),
- i want a bigger bed,
- i need a full body massage cos my body is always aching,
- I WANT TO SLEEP LARH~
"i should go for more novena prayers. i have been a naughty girl. O Lord, save my soul!"
but the thought of travelling via mrt to Novena scares me. The vast amount of human beings scares me.
"i want to go usa again. if not australia also can."
"i want to change job."
damnit. gotta wait for five more years before i can leave the company. unless some big american or european or australian company decides that i am such a talent and buys me over after i grad from curtin.
"what should i work as after i am done with my studies and bond?"
public relations? marketing? sales? media-related? or be a nun?
"why do i always suffer monthly depression?"
i should get a life and exercise more.
"when will yaying come back?"
humph. go so far....
okay... so my thoughts never ends. they are very random too. the whole point is... i wish i knew what i want in life and lead it for the better. in the meantime, i will continue playing with my photoshop.
actually, i love mc days. i get to do my own stuff. i should have more mc days! HooOrRraaYayYYy to MC days ahead!
random thoughts
Feeling: unknown
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp
thoughts are so random...
i can hear my colleagues talking to the logistics people, the customers, the typing of the keyboard. it's kinda noisy yet peaceful.
peaceful yet my mind and heart seem to be racing to reach a certain point. it's weird. i feel like my life is so hurried nowadays.
nowadays, my boyfriend is so busy at work.
at work, i am not happy.
not happy, i can't find the pictures i want for my new campaign.
new campaign, it excites me yet i still can't find any motivation to come to work except the salary i received at the end of the month.
at the end of the month, i have to pay for my school fees, school is starting.
school is starting, i am thrilled yet scared. what if i cannot understand like how i am not understanding why is life being the way it is now?
life being the way it is now, isn't exactly what i want but someone told me to hang in there and finish my studies and my bond.
my studies and my bond, it will only be completed 5 years later.
5 years later, i should be out of this company, looking for some other job.
some other job, it puts me in a dilemma. mama wants me to stay and tells me i will make it big like my aunty. but aunty asked me to leave and find a better job. aunty also said i should be promoted by next year april becos my current post is too "small" and by the time i finish my degree, i should be able to get an executive level. i feel mix.
mix, i am happy to hear what is to come yet i don't dare to dream big. what if all plans fail? i will fall even harder than what i have planned for. i am too afraid of falling. the pain is too great. altho "we become bigger with dreams and stronger with pain" but i am too afraid.
afraid, i have become. it seems like any small little thing can affect me and i cry. what is wrong with me?
ahhh... Lunch time!
was i?
Feeling: lost
Playing: nothing
Location: home
was i being selfish for asking him to not play his weekly soccer game and asking him to accompany to my cousin's wedding?
hmm...
whenever i pms...
Feeling: uncertain
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp
i struggle against my own thoughts. i fight a war against myself. i detest my mind.
as i search for situable pictures to put it in my new upcoming campaign, i wonder...
when will you ever have enough time for me?enough is determine by each individual. so i may never get enough of his time.
EditI am in a dilemma.
Should I work overtime?
Good news!
Feeling: bloated
Playing: power 98
Location: tsp
I come to bring good news!I got accepted by Curtin University of Technology. I will be doing Bachelor of Commerce (Marketing and Public Relations Double Major).
The best news is, i got 5 exempted modules. wOOhOoO.... That means I will grad 2 trimesters earlier and save six thousand aussie dollars.
After calculating, I should be graduating in two and a half years later. The education system works in such a way that during the 3rd trimester, part-timers are allowed to take only two modules. And for Trimester 1 and 2, I can do 3 modules.
But I have 19 Modules. Erh... I will have to work something out if I want to grad a trimester earlier than usual.
I start school on the 27 Nov. I will be doing "Accounting" and Consumer Behaviour".
OoO lala~ So every Monday and Wednesday evenings, I will be occupied with school for the next 16 weeks. :D
Okay, enough of enjoyment, I still feel so freaking sick after one and a half days of MC. What's wrong with me? I want to go home.... *cries*
Fine, I will leave for home early today. No working overtime. Anyway, I couldn't care less about what is happening when my brain isn't quite responding to things so well.
Cheers~
Sharon: Visually addictive
Feeling: bored
Playing: Channel 8
Location: dirty dusty room
Found this on Evelyn's blog and tried it. Cool... I like.
Sharon
[adjective]:
Visually addictive
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
monday isn't blue
Feeling: headache
Playing: power 98
Location: air-conditioned room
i am on half day mc.
this morning, on my way to work, along aye. i saw two vehicle collided. i heard the skidding sounds, but no "BANG!" leh. Anyway, no bloody scene. only one van and one car that seems a little beyong repair to me.
Just nice Dad was with us (mummy and i) today, he said, "I say... it's the car's fault!"
Mummy replied, "Aiya, everyone
gan chiong to rush to work. Nowadays, young people drive car all like that one."
Then I looked back to see if the victims are young or not, but... No
leh, the man driving the van looks like he was in his early forties and the man driving the car looks like he was in his mid thirties.
Weird. Why mama pass such judgement? Must be my driving... *thinks*
Mummy: You drive my van like you are driving a sport's car. (I can't help it, 60km/hr is so freaking slow! And my avg speed is 80-90km/hr)
Daddy: You always look so far ahead. (I almost crossed the red light twice when I was with him)
Kris: I will never get you a car, if not, that's the end of Singapore's safe roads. (bah! I only want a subaru wad!)
Anyway, when I reached the office, I felt so light-headed and wanted to go home. Then my manager called for a department meeting to review our work and plans for the week.
I went into the room and told him that I was going to the doctor again. And he replied, "Yarh, you look sick. By the way, what happened to your face?!"
I replied confidently but i honestly have not a single clue where I got the 3 bumps on my left cheek, "Ants bite! They crawled from my table to my bed and onto my pillow."
Just then my other two colleagues came in, they heard what I said and laughed.
Gosh... I always feel so dumb and silly around all these adults!Anyhow, I left during lunch time and headed to my neighbourhood's clinic.
I told the doctor I have this lump until my chin area and he said, "The lump is there because the virus is fighting. Don't worry, it will go down within a week. It's just swelling of the good virus in you."
and i stared blankly at him and went, "Huh....?"
I guess he didn't hear me cause he continued his check and stuff. Then he measured my temperature and showed me the thermometer, "Borderline fever, 37.5 only."
Bah! My normal temperature is like 36.8 deg c.
I could feel my skin burning. Burning to the extend that one of my colleagues told me I "look tanner". I guess my skin burned and tanned itself automatically.
alrighty, I am heading to the shower and get my rest. Hopefully that disgusting lump disappears when I wake up and my mama is home to cook some food for me.
I miss her cooking (altho I just had it yesterday). LOL.
can my day be any worst?
Feeling: yucky
Playing: channel 5
Location: home
i met this grumpy, old man when i wanted to buy nuggets from Mos burger becos i was hungry and since i was alone, i thought why not? pamper myself a little bit and curb that craving.
i stood in line then a ***** couple came by and cut me, pretending not to see me. I stared at them for only 2 seconds when this old man said, "stand like that, people how to walk?"
one thing you guys don't know is that everytime i get scolded, i just stay quiet.
and so, i made space and let that fat grampy old man pass.
in the past, i was usually cute enough to save myself from getting scolded. right, now i know, i am getting old and not so cute any more.
i left the queue feeling pissed. no food. can't satisfy my craving. and i cried. feeling so pissed for getting scolded for nothing.
gawd... can my day be any worst?
day at home
Feeling: tummy ache
Playing: power 98
Location: home
aye. i am supposed to be on mc but i have yet to visit my good friend, doctor so-and-so, to get a certified mc. i planned drop by the clinic at 3pm but looking out of my window at three o'clock, the haze, the sunlight and the heat just scares me. i felt as tho i would melt the moment i step out of my comfy house.
anyway, i was doing some research. got quite a few good ideas for my upcoming project. all thanks to YY and Thomas. i am satisfied. so, i started playing ard with photoshop again. my then-love, which is sadly cast aside since i started working at tsp. *coughs*
excuses *coughs*
i came up with a simple design which i have procastinated to make. not quite what i want it to be but i am happy with it.
a simple plain design which is now my wallpaper.
now, i have some more photos to show off. you might have seen it on kris' blog but heck. i love these photos too much to keep them in my C drive, so i am going to display them.
First up, Pepper.
He was trying to get me to "
sayang" him.
Raising his paw to...
... give me a "High-five!".
Not getting enough attention, he sticks his tongue out.
Happy dog. Fully satisfied after getting his hugs and kisses from me.
Next, Michelle. My god-daughter. I brought her to "kids central live". I think she didn't quite enjoy it cos those cartoons were so new. Even i couldn't recongise any of them.
Walking towards the van with her mama.
Pretending to be cool.
"boo..." all not what she likes.
Then! Something happened. Just two months after I passed. I couldn't start mama's van. So I seeked help.
Call and call and call...
On the verge of tears. Feeling so helpless.
Finally, I got the van started and headed to Pasir Ris chalet to celebrate kris' friend's birthday. And I called my dumb friend.
Firdaus, who bullied me throughout my poly days. *kidding*
And that's the end of my post.
I am going to the doctor now. I don't feel the urge to go "bian bian" already. It's safe to go out now. *smiles*
