Edit: On Saturday I went over to visit my God-daughter, Michelle. Check her out.
yes, it's a power ranger outfit. she's crazy over them now.
She's a very loving kid. She would sit on me, climb on me, hug me, feed me, and tell me "Godma, I love you".
Sweet or not?
Oh yerh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! *giggles*
Random: I visited the doctor yesterday (yes, I was on MC). Here's our conversation during consultation.
Doc: What is wrong?
Me: I've been getting headaches for the last one week, I feel very giddy most of the time and I can't get properly rest and now my neck aches.
D: Are you pregnant?!
M: seow arh! How to be pregnant when nothing happened?
D: Oh. Let me check your blood pressure.
M: Besides, I am menstruating.
D: Wah... Your blood pressure is very very low. Are you very stressed? with work? school? yourself? family? LIFE?!
M: Everything. Basically, yes. Life.
*quiet for a long time*
D: Ok. I give you some medication and MC, you need to rest basically.
M: Orh. Thank you.
Amusing. LOL! Seriously, the doctor gave me some kick-ass medication which made me sleep and sleep and sleep only loh. And made me retarded. *laughs* I couldn't think or process anything after taking the medication. Machiam sleeping pills, then again, I haven't taken sleeping pills before.
Feeling: unknown Playing: class 95 (yes, I converted)
Hm. My two "shen" (神) came to look for me yesterday. Yes, they gave me their blessings and advised me on life.
They open my "eyes" to a whole new world and made me realised... Fate is in my hands, I plan and I choose my paths. Why let some silly remarks bring me down?
So I told them about my plans of joining SIA after my bonds with tsp.
Me: I want to be Singapore girl (*hums* "a great way to fly~~").
Shen 1: No good one leh...
Shen 2: Yarh... Very "xin ku" (hard work).
Me: I'm not scared! I want to travel around the world.
Shen 1: Can you take men ogling at you?
Me: Can, why not? They can see but cannot touch also.
Shen 1 & 2: "ZHEN SHEN!" (真神)
*gryns*
I am serious about joining SIA, at least two years, I think. I got to check out the age limit tho. Hehe..
Feeling: like breaking and being tear apart Playing: my immortal by Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase (azlyrics.com)
I have got no idea how many times I have been listening to this song since last night. I have it on Scratch, on Nano, now... it's playing on my blog. :/
I thought I was doing fine, I thought I have stopped the pain, I thought I am moving on fine, I thought I have given up on him, I thought I have become stronger. Sigh. I guess those were just stories made up to lie to myself, so that I will feel better and I can carry on with my work and studies without being affected.
Argh. This pain is just too much, I need more time and hopefully time will ease the pain. I have become so unsure of myself and this is making me believe that I should stay out of relationships cause I am unstable.
If I really love him, I should let him go and not bring him down with me. I should leave him alone, and let him be happy.
Edit: To stop myself from beating myself up so much, I have decided to delete his contacts off my mobile, off my msn list and off my bookmarks. This is something which I never thought I would do but I need to stop myself from being in contact with him so that I can go on. Right? cheer me on. This is harder than I thought.
Feeling: pissed off, moody, evil Playing: power 98
Conversation between me and a girl from red dot (the traffic pte ltd).
Girl: Hello, Sharon there?
Me: Yes?
G: (in a very fierce tone) This is Ro**nn* from red dot. We sent you an invoice a very long time ago and we have yet to receive payment. When are you going to settle the payment? I called your accounts the last time she said to call you.
M: (gentle tone) I have not receive the invoice either.
G: CANNOT BE! I sent it out myself! Your accounts girl ask me to send it to you, and I did it a few months back. This amount is outstanding since many months back. How many times do you want me to send the invoice? The last time Ca**** called you and you asked her to re-do the invoice, so I personally did it and send it out to you, attention to your name, SHARON SOON.
M: If you are going to be this rude to me, I refuse to continue with this conversation.
G: When are you going to pay?
M: I am not continuing this conversation. You called and you scream at me, why do I have to entertain such calls?
G: Last time I called, your accounts girl also screamed at me.
M: Go find my accounts girl and scream at her then.
G: Okay, I am sorry, I know I was rude. How you going to settle the payment?
M: I don't have it, how to settle? This company so big, pass here and there, when it comes I also don't know. Why didn't you email or call me when you sent it out so that I know when to expect it?
G: Okay. I will scan and send to you now.
M: Yes please. Then I will go find and settle it for you.
G: What's your email address?
M: *reads email add*
G: Okay. I send you now. Bye.
M: *hangs up phone*
F***. If you want to call me and scream at me, I not scared kae! I also know how to scream back and be rude. If you are my customer, you scream at me and it's my fault, I will be nice but I am YOUR customer. SCREAM AT ME?! go die larh!
Hey, I have the invoice also don't want to pay yet. humph!
This is an example of bad customer service. This company's staff have created a bad impression of the company, thus, it is never ever going to get my company's support. I will fight my way through to prevent any exhibitions from being displayed there. red dot, big deal~ No exhibitors, you also cannot display anything. Then no business.
Not professional at all. Bet that girl is a bitch in life.
Feeling: moody Playing: Wait for You by Elliot Yamin
What I am going to tell you is the truth. Do not be shocked. It is the truth. I am not declaring or proving anything. What happened? He broke off with me about three weeks ago. The first week was really painful. The second week was better and as I go through this third week, I am just happy to have friends who helped me through this stage.
Featuring Hans! who brought me to Vivo's Haagen Daz to eat ice-cream. (er.. the background is Paragon's Coffee Bean. LOL.)
And the "American-Aaron". psst. see you in 2009 in the States.
And nic nic. I am so proud of him, he just got commissioned on Saturday. :D
Well, of course there are more. Especially my Mummy, my colleagues, Daph & Eric, my mysterious friend, *van.
I don't think words are enough to express how much comfort and support they have given me. I am happy because of them.
I always get this churning-nausea feeling when I sit in front of the comp for too long.
I don't know how many of you know this but I work in the Marketing division for AV products. My work is mainly concentrated on advertising and promotion stuff.
So it's inevitable that I have to create brochures and other materials for those under my (region) care.
Rushing for datelines isn't a problem, the problems comes... 1. When your superior can't decide on what he wants, he changes his mind faster than the weather changes. 2. When the approval takes many levels to come to a core decision. 3. When you just informed your agency of the changes and the next BIG change from top down comes minutes after you hang up the phone.
That is frustrating. It becomes like a project that can never end. I have two on hand which I started since last year December. Seriously!
One is the on-line material and the other the off-line material. There were so many changes that this is the seventh proposal which I am working on.
This is crazy. Thank goodness, my manager told me that the dateline is 15 June. Latest.
The good thing is, next time, I will just use the same template created and use it over and over again.
The not so good news is, I have to wait for the next concept to come before this whole cycle repeats itself.
Wish me luck. I am continuing with the copy checking or rather doing the details check.
